Ten Years Ago Today

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Mike's journey with carcinoid cancer, from the day we received his diagnosis, to recovery and remission, and training for a marathon. | suebeehomemaker.com

There are a few days in life that we hang on to. Our birthdays, anniversaries, the day we moved, the day we were promoted, the day a loved one died, the day we got hurt or sick. The happy days, the sad ones, and everything in between.


December 11, 2007. A day I’ll never forget.

We were into the holiday season, and I was busy busy planning, decorating, and taking care of our household. Mike had just been to the Cooper Clinic, an annual physical that Mary Kay encourages their management to complete. This physical was different. He had chosen the tests he wanted to be done, and also selected a sigmoidoscopy, the minimally invasive medical examination of the large intestine from the rectum, through the last part of the colon. It was a test that most 40 year olds skip, but Mike chose it. Surprisingly, the results indicated a large polyp was present and he was told to get a colonoscopy STAT.

Mike scheduled his first-ever colonoscopy for the following Friday and I took him down to Dallas for the procedure. Afterwards, the doc came to talk to us and described the polyp (pictures and all), and said he was concerned but it could easily be benign. He said he would be calling soon with the results from the lab. We went home concerned as well, but hopeful.

Forty year olds don’t get cancer.

December 11, 2007, was a school day, and the boys (11 and 8) had finished their homework and we were playing a game of Blokus on the living room floor. (I remember EVERYthing about that day.) My cell phone rang and it was Mike. I picked it up and could immediately tell something was off, so I stepped away from the game. He blurted out, “It’s cancer.” He was crying and told me he was scared. I was absolutely terrified. Numb, in fact.

That word. Cancer. It’s a word that you never think you’ll hear.

After a whirlwind couple of weeks of doctor appointments and scans, we set a surgery date, which was December 26, the day after Christmas. Our plans were to stay in Texas for Christmas instead of traveling to Iowa, but that plan quickly changed when we received news that Mike’s mom was also just diagnosed, but with pancreatic cancer.

Two members of the same family being diagnosed with cancer within a couple of weeks of one another. Mother and son both fighting for their lives.

I’ll never forget that time in our lives. The panic. The fear of the unknown. The anxiety over whether or not our boys would have a dad to raise them. The uncertainty of how a stay-at-home mom could possibly manage to provide if the worst happened.

Do you know what got us through that time?

For Mike, it was a combination of everything. Prayer, trust in his doctors, and family support. For me, it was prayer. My favorite verse was implanted in my brain whenever the fear set in. I would stop whatever I was doing several times a day and say it over and over again. I would even shout it out on my bicycle rides.

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.”  ~ Proverbs 3:5


Fast forward to ten years later.

Sadly, Mike’s mom lost her battle to cancer just a year after her diagnosis. She’s been with the Lord for nine years now.

Mike is doing well. After three surgeries (two on his colon and one on his liver), an experimental chemo for his rare type of cancer, and numerous tests and scans, he is still in remission. We love his oncologist, Dr. Koover of Baylor Plano, and he is definitely on top of his case like a tiger. Mike has experienced occasional spikes in his markers but there is no evidence of cancer.

Dr. Koover has started to let up slightly on Mike’s testing schedule. I don’t join him for all of his appointments anymore, but recently met him to get his results from an MRI. I’m always taken aback when I walk into Texas Oncology. So many patients waiting to be seen – some in wheelchairs, many without hair, some by themselves, others with family and friends. All of them fighting a battle that I don’t fully understand.

After Dr. Koover shared Mike’s last results (clean!) and catching up on the boys and Mike’s Fantasy Football Team, he took our hands and prayed over Mike. He began by thanking the Lord for keeping him healthy, and ended by asking for His continued blessings for our family. I was so humbled by his words and his prayers. This was the first time I’d ever experienced a doctor taking time to pray with and for us.

How blessed are we to not only receive great news for Mike, but to join our doctor in prayer. It was an experience I’ll never forget.

Mike's journey with carcinoid cancer, from the day we received his diagnosis, to recovery and remission, and training for a marathon. | suebeehomemaker.com

Looking Back.

When I think back to the first year or two of our journey with cancer, I remember the rollercoaster ride most. The months after a clean report were smooth sailing, feelings of gratefulness and hope. The weeks before testing were a blur of emotions, an overwhelming sense of dread, and fear of the unknown. Over and over again – we rode the crazy ride that never seemed to really end.

Communication was more of an issue then, before group texting and on-line portals were available. Calling parents and emailing friends were our methods to inform our loved ones. Since Mike’s type of cancer is rare, the results of testing took days that felt more like months. Every phone call startled me. Every bad symptom day concerned me.

Two years after his initial diagnosis, a new spot appeared on Mike’s liver. We had a serious talk about the possibility of him not being here to raise the boys. We cried and we cried, and we begged the Lord for more time. My mind wouldn’t stop. How would I teach my boys how to be men? How would I be both a mother AND a father to them? How would I provide for them?

Over the years, we’ve had our share of highs and lows. Things are calmer, but I still have to catch my breath after every round of tests and results.

More time. Please Lord…more time.

Looking Forward.

Here we are. Ten years after Mike’s initial diagnosis. Josh is a junior in college and Zach is a senior in high school. They are “almost” fully raised and there is no evidence of cancer.

Hallelujah. Praise the Lord!

Mike is feeling better than ever. About four years ago, his Cooper Clinic appointment resulted in new doctors orders. Instead of instructions to get a colonoscopy, he was told to lose 30 pounds. So that’s what he did, plus another 10.

His new love of roasted vegetables, quinoa, and steel cut oats – along with a vigorous exercise schedule – has paved the way to a new physique and energy level. I’m quite certain that he’s researched every fruit, vegetable, and grain to learn about the healthiest foods to eat. Luckily for me, his sweet tooth hasn’t gone away because ummmm, cookies!

Running is Mike’s newest passion, right above spin class. He’s putting in more miles, buying more running shoes, and researching the latest technology in Garmin watches. One might think he’s preparing for another marathon. Or something.

Thank you Lord. Please give us more time.

Mike's journey with carcinoid cancer, from the day we received his diagnosis, to recovery and remission, and training for a marathon. | suebeehomemaker.com


  1. Cris Ringsdorf says:

    Thanks for sharing Sue. It’s good to have a good cry and remember how blessed we are. It’s a time I will never forget and a call from my husband that I’ll never forget. A strong guy that rarely showed deep emotions who just broke down in tears as he told me the devastating news. We were scared and in disbelief. I can’t imagine all that you both went through. Then to hear of their Mom’s diagnosis right after seemed like such an unfair blow. We are so thankful that Mike is doing well and we have all been given the gift of more time with him. Love you guys!

    1. Suebee Homemaker says:

      We are blessed. Thanks for your sweet words, Cris. We love you too!

  2. Sue & Mike, I am so thankful for the wonderful news…10 years!

    It takes so much courage to journey down the cancer path and for Mike to take the extra steps to stay healthy and active is so inspiring. Sue, I know you were instrumental too in his efforts by providing so much love and support. You guys are quite the team and we are praying for many, many more healthy years ahead.

    Another believer in the power of prayer and your friend,

    1. Suebee Homemaker says:

      Thank you Lauri! I treasure your friendship. Love you!

  3. Thanks for the kind words everyone! Our family is blessed to have such great friends and family. It’s still very difficult to put my thoughts down on paper. I am grateful that Sue has shared this and I agree with Michelle. It takes the hard times for us to celebrate the good times. God has blessed me with a 2nd chance! A chance to be a better spouse, brother, son, dad and friend. To be my best self and to not take life for granted. I challenge myself everyday to be better. I win some and I lose some, but I keep trying.

    I know this can be a difficult time of year for many, but we all have highs and lows. Every day, we have a choice on how we want to live and love. Life is Good!

  4. Sue, I agree with Jackie, what an amazing post. I remember that time so well, I was in the hairdressers chair when you called to tell me. I go back there immediately when I think of it. I am so happy and grateful things have gone so well for your/our family. I need more time with Mike as well!! You are some of my favorite people, I love you all so much!! Here’s to much more wonderful family time. XXXOOO

    I would give this 5 stars if I could. 🙂 *****

    1. Suebee Homemaker says:

      Thanks Shari. That means a lot to me! Mwah! Love you too!!

  5. Sue, what a great blog! I am grateful that God has given all of you more time. The Ringsdorf family has been so important to us. It has been amazing to watch Mike’s weight loss. We know once he sets his mind to something he will achieve it. So happy for you Mike. Tears are flowing, sad and happy tears! The “emotional” warning didn’t help me.
    This blog reminds me of our last bible study which was titled, the Joy in Remembering. Even though each moment wasn’t happy, looking back helps us appreciate what we have now. The Bible say that we will have trials and tribulations but in remembering the good and bad times we know that we can Trust the Lord and lean not on our own understanding. He is in control and He has a plan. My favorite bible verse is, “This is the day, the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it.” Psalms 118:24
    No matter what the day brings, the Lord knows what is best. Thanks for sharing.
    Mike and Sue, I will continue to pray for you guys.

    1. Suebee Homemaker says:

      Thank you Michelle!! We greatly appreciate your prayers. We love you all!

  6. Jessica Ramos says:

    Mike is one of my all-time favorite people! I often refer him as my “cancer mentor.” I don’t know what I would have done without him. I’m so incredibly happy for the Ringsdorf family! This is a HUGE milestone! One that I hope to reach someday too! Happy Cancerversary, Mike! You have many more years to come! XOXOXO!

    1. Suebee Homemaker says:

      Oh how sweet of you, Jessica!! I’m so glad that Mike was there for you when you needed him most. We love you and are praying for your continued good health!!

  7. Sue, this is the best post of all!! Made me cry. I’m so thankful for Mike’s continued good health, and extremely proud of you all for making it through a difficult time so courageously and continuing on the journey stronger than ever. Life IS good, and truly a blessing to share.

    1. Suebee Homemaker says:

      Thank you, Jackie! Love you. Mwah!

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